Recaps

It’s been ages since I updated my blog and so much had happened ever since my last entry in 2008. I got promoted last year and my post was confirmed a month ago. I’ve finally got a new boss. I was in a relationship and a month and a half later, I’m back to being single. I guess life ain’t always a smooth sailing journey but why does mine sucks big time? Sigh… why can't I meet good-qualities men???

To start off, I’m so lost as in I really do NOT know what to do now. I ‘was’ (noticed the past tense?) in a relationship with this guy. His name is KT. We started off being friends last year, added each other through Facebook and realized that we were somewhat related to work. Basically, he works with our supplier. In February, we started to talk on the phone and things were going 'perfect'. We talked on the phone every night, SMSed each other and we clicked quite well. Two weeks later, he managed to convince me to become his girlfriend and he practically announced to the world that he had found the one. He talked about marriage; he talked about buying a house, building a family, joining accounts and etc. I believed him… completely.

For some strange reasons, starting from 3 weeks ago, he started to become cold. There are fewer calls, lesser time on the phone, lesser SMS and the time that I spent on MSN with him was like less than a minute a week. He seemed to be distancing himself. Well, he hasn’t been calling since two weeks ago (to be exact, 15 fuckin' days). What boggles me is that if he wants to break up, at least have the courtesy to let me know. He practically went MIA! Worst part, he even deleted his Facebook account. Sigh, I don’t deserve to be treated like shit, but somehow or rather, that was the exact feeling that I had back then. As a matter of fact, nobody deserves to be treated this way. The result of his disappearance has caused a major change in my life. I wasn’t able to sleep well. I wasn’t able to eat well. I cried. I sobbed. I teared. Losing weight has never been this easier.

Well, bygones are certainly bygones. I have officially considered myself as being single again. I guess, sometimes, it’s not necessary to call it off via face-to-face. Action does speak louder than words and he had proven his point by doing exactly that! What a bloody coward!

To KT (I know he’ll never be able to read this), I’m very thankful as you have given me an opportunity to find out that you are truly a NATO (No Action, Talk Only) guy in a short period of time. Thanks for not prolonging my pain. Thanks for acting like an arse and thanks for disappearing from my life. Thanks for telling plenty of LIES; you are indeed a top salesman. Thanks to you, I now have phobia with guys who try to 'sweet talk' into my life. Hmm, I wish you all the best in your future undertakings. Farewell… for good.